Its a "house arrest" situation here at the penitentiary where I am imprisoned with my wife and a couple of children who still live at home. The bars on the doors are not physical, no guards to keep me here, no electronic ankle tag to report on me if I stray outside the domestic fence which keeps me home. But marriage with children is a social system designed to curtail human freedom and joy; an institution designed to prevent the romance of the species. Its a way to quash primordial happiness.
So Im a prisoner of love in two ways.
First, although I love my wife, the burning embers of romance have cooled into archeological charcoal remnants of the fiery passion that once was. Domesticity; has stripped away the intimacy where two souls embrace life without oppression from the petty commerce of familial existence - laundry, work, bills, auto maintenance, vacuuming, home repairs, tribal duties of administering to children and parents. So it is not possible to simply leave this penal complex without abandoning my family.
But also I am a prisoner because I long for the love of a woman not shackled by negativity. I want to get "over the wall" and escape in search of simple pleasures - kisses, thoughts, kindness without obligation or duty. A playful relationship which is frivolous yet sincere and caring.
While locked in this conundrum, I believe conjugal visits are possible. Like all prisoners, there are restrictions on human freedom and happiness. But it is possible.
Me: 50s. 56" height weigh proportionate.
You: Perhaps somewhat younger and somewhat like me.
Together we look for conjugal visits giving a break from the prison of marital life.
If you are serious, you will take the time to invest in a creative intelligent reply. You will be skeptical, but willing to tease this idea and investigate its possibility.
Location: The Big House
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