S- I realize how odd it is to receive a missed connection from someone who ended the relationship, but I feel like I need to get this off my chest. I miss you. I did not end things because I was unfaithful. Instead I was just tired of fighting for something that seemed worthless to you. I lost who I was within our relationship. I could not be what you wanted me to be and the fact that you wanted me to be something other than who I am was killing me inside. I saw myself taking care of everything, while no one was taking care of me. It was hard for me to leave you. I wanted so much for things to work out, but it seemed that as long as we were together you stopped trying. I still love you and part of me always will. It kills me to know that you found someone new so soon; that someone could replace me so easily. I have lost a great deal in the dissolving of our relationship and will continue to pretend that it doesnt bother me, because that is all I know how to do. I wish things could be different and that I could be that girl that stays home every night but I am not. I hate how I feel right now. I wish that I could call you and beg for you to take me back and that you would take me, but I know that would not work for either of us. Things just never seem to work like we plan them to. I am sad to think that someone else got to share your birthday with you and will get to be with you each night. You promised me many things and I still wonder if you promise her those things too. Will you deliver on those promises to her Meanwhile I come home alone every night, sad and alone. You look great, but I love you no matter what shape you are in. I am proud of you and what you have accomplished in the time that we have been apart. I hope that good things continue to come your way. If you do get this please keep it quiet; especially if you do not feel the same way.
I miss you and love you...nerd.
D (inebriated, so excuse the grammatical faux pas)
Location: purgatory
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