Maybe I will come back.

Ya know its kind of funny. Now that Im really available, your not. I tried to get you to understand the day I took you to the doctor. I was in love with my wife, well x-wife. If I would have known how she really was, ( psycho scank ) I would have just let things go and continued seeing you. The day I got into the accident I tried to call you. I was finally done. I had tried everything. There was no way to get through to her and I was reluctant, but ready to move on. Things had gotten pretty confusing for me. She kept pushing me away or staying gone all the time, and I started thinking more and more about you. I know you didnt understand, but I only do relationships one at a time. In all honesty we wouldnt have even met if she wouldnt have gone back to her married, loser x. It was about three months into the seperation when we met. Anyway so much for trying to do the right thing hu. You cant even immagin the crap I went through for that woman. I should have just told you. Now that your unlisted and I cant find your address, im hoping that you read thease. Look if I wouldnt have been lied to right out the door. I would have just rented in town and would have tried to contact you. I couldnt remember your number. Its probably best that it worked out the way it did. I needed time to sort things out anyway. Im dating some now , but nothing serious. So if there really was somthing there for you, more then just the casual thing we had going. Let me know. Sorry I got mad last summer. That thing in July just struck a nerve. I want you to know I understand why you cant come here. I might even consider comming back if I felt it was right. Ive had a couple of offers to do just that. One of them would put me cloes to you, but Im not sure it would be a good place for me, as my sobriety is my number one priority. I would like to talk to you, but im not willing to play games. Ive had enough of liers and cheaters to last a life time. Ive come a long way since we talked last. Between therapy acupuncture and working out, things have really improved for me.. As far as my x is concerned. It took some time, but I got over it. You should know though hun, in order for me to be involved with someone again, its going to take a lot of solid communication. I need someone who can be supportive and hang in there through the rough spots. Well you know, I got ran over pretty hard , so its going to be very important to me to be able to establish and maintain trust. If your not in a serious committed thing, let me know. We already have the friendship, maybe we could take the next step.

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