I do....I miss you and I hate pretending like I dont, but it cant be me that ever lets you know it "directly" first and we both know this and the reason why. Just know that youre missed and loved, and someones heart out there is missing you and still loves you very much. I must have texted you 1000 times and never sent them (rather I save them to my drafts and reread them sometimes before deleting them)....Ive pulled your name up to call just as much if not more, only to never hit SEND.....God, I long to hear your voice, feel your touch, look into your beautiful Blue eyes, hear your stories and to spend time with you again....You have no idea how much I truly miss you...all of you. Im guessing youve moved onto someone else...but I had to get this out, its been eating away at me for a while now.
Funny thing is, Im not sure I feel any better.....I feel like Ive seen the last of you and heard the last from you....Theres only one lil thing that keeps me thinking that one day youll make me smile again...If youre reading this, you know what that one thing is....So if its not in the cards, and you know it, please just do that one thing for me.....
Until that time or I hear from you again, please know youre held close to my heart always and thought of soooo often it hurts....
Sorry I didnt call or text....I just couldnt bring myself to do it....a lil unlike me I know, but something (instinctively) is telling me youre seeing someone, so Ill leave you (and that) be.....and I guess just hope you maybe will see this (indirectly)....and have it find its way into your heart. If youre not seeing anyone, Id really love to have you call me....or if youd be "scared" also, then text me.
Dreaming of your Blue eyes always.....Gnite
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