I was the guy you sat next to in class in secondary school, who made a few jokes, but still answered correctly a lot. I was the guy you could talk to, the one who listened. I was the guy you wanted for your own, though you never had me in that way. I was that carefree guy who always seemed like nothing mattered, but always got the best grade in class and never talked about it. I was the guy who captained the sports teams but didnt hang out with those guys. When we talked, I always felt like you were the only one who understood me, but I never said that.
I was the guy you had lunch with in University. We talked a lot and shared our meals. You had your boyfriend and I had my girlfriend and that gave us room to talk. We never got together in the way we both wanted and we both knew we should and could, and we both secretly pondered our potential.
I was the guy you met at work, who always had the right line at the right time, who you secretly had a crush on, but never had the courage to do anything about. I was the guy who was too unassuming to think you would ever be interested in me even if you had hinted. We each figured that because we were married to another there was no point.
I was the guy you ran into in the market last week. You still remember me, even though we hardly spoke. You found me alluring and even though you are married with children now, you thought about what’s possible. You thought about passions unfulfilled and the rush that would come from something secret, something taboo, something clandestine and something to satiate the hunger youve had for years.
You are well along life’s path now and you are committed to the wheels you’ve set in motion, but you wonder about carving a small piece out of your life to make room, this time, for the first time, for something fun and something secret for you, and only you, for tomorrow and for next year, without anybody knowing except me and you. You look in the mirror and you hear a voice too real to ignore telling you it is time to give yourself a gift of your own creation.
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